Wednesday, October 7, 2009
It's 3.09 am in the middle of the night when I started typing this entry. And I have just woke up from my sleep. Weather is so super duper good and it's the 1st time in so many weeks that I slept early. But still I woke up at this crazy timing. Life's as usual and still I hope year 2009 would be over soon.
My phone finally died on me so long after it's survival of the worst ordeal. Juan should know what I'm talking about ya? =p Anyway it happened some time back and I still have not managed to get myself a new phone because I'm waiting for the contract to reach 1 year. Called up starhub service hotline last week to enquire about the plan stuff and the person told me i could call back to request for some recontract voucher. I did what I was told and they got back to me with a $200 recontract voucher and on top of that, the $100 fee for recontracting at 1 year will be waived off as well. I didn't know starhub will be so kind. Lol. Still deciding on what model should I get. Any recommendation people?
Sometimes we tend to ponder alot on every matters that happened, be it on us or around us. Word of mouth is a power tool. I took marketing in poly and I'm taking it again now, I should have known that. To me, it doesn't matter much on how people wants to judge me because no one is perfect. I know some things may not seem to be very right in some's perceptions but on the other hand it may just come under some unforseen circumstances. I apologise if I happened to hurt anyone in anyway but it's not intentionally.
I don't intend to sound mean but this paragraph is for the "unknown" that posted some negative comments on my tagboard. Firstly, this is not an advertisement board. Secondly, if you don't want people to doubt the credibility of your words, prove to us your real identity. Thirdly, What happened to Cy and his ex is between the two of them. A r/s is between the couple, am I right? So if you want to do more flaming about my friend, please do that elsewhere. Thank you.
Out of the random, I feel like eating steamboat ~
3:09 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Finally, I had the mood for blogging. Was out ytd for darling con's birthday celebration. Once again, Happy Birthday my dear girl =) Dinner at Sun with Moon and it was phuture aftermath. I was amazed that I actually went to club at phuture! Those who knows me well would know that I don't club at phuture, moreover I actually stayed till it closed. It was kinda fun and I enjoyed myself. I guess it's because of the company. I just simply love my friends =) Back home with tired, painful feets, a scratch on my forehead and I guess I'm just injuries prone. =( Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself to the fullest which I never did expect to do so at phuture. =p
Sometimes I just don't understand what some people are actually thinking. The actions, the talkings, it's just so contradicting. Wanted to believe in it so much but am afraid of getting hurt in the end if all those are just nothing but lies. On the other hand, choosing to ignore may resulted in regrets in time to come. I would rather be alone.
6:08 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
The purpose of this post is to reassure those who read my blog and those who cares that I'm still alive. =p 2 months of no blogging and tons of things happened. Life is just full of ups and downs. Most importantly, one has got to face it and not to avoid it.
Bridging results is gonna be out tmr. And I'm damn freaking scared. =/ I realise it has been a long time since I have a good catching up session with my girls. Especially con. So my dears, please meet up soon kies =)
2:40 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I slept so little nowadays. Just recovered from a fever of 38.7 degree c. Dont worry, It's not H1N1.
Watched "I love you man" and "Terminator" today. And I LOVE both shows. =)
Was out for supper ytd at bt timah prata with my all time loyal reader of my blog, "Mr Dickson Tan", (He said this himself and I promised I would credit him in my post. I kept my promise k! =p), Con, Juan and Zhihan. Mr Tan was so nice to come all the way to fetch me and con to meet juan and zhihan.
After that, headed to juan hse for the night and she accompanied me to class. It was so sweet of her. I love you my dear <3 Both of us slept very little but I think I had more sleep than her though. =p After class, we headed to Yishun for the show "I love you man" cause it's only available there. Junmin joined us for the movie too. Movie ended and it was the arcade at NP. Juan caught a super cute minnie mouse from her favourite machine, "Big Sweet Land" while they accompanied me to wait for him to arrive for my next show before both of them headed home.
Juan said she love this sentence from the show. "Trying is having the intention to fail." (If I remembered correctly, it's something like that. Haha) Anyway, I agreed with her. So for the stuff that I promised I would try, I take back the sentence. I promise I would definately do it. No trying =)
You know I always believe everything is fated. What's yours would be yours eventually and likewise, vice versa.
3:57 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I am down with a freaking fever of 38.1 degree C. on the 1st day of class. WTF. Can life just get any better?
4:22 PM
This isn't going to be a very normal post for my blog so readers please ignore. I need some place to write down my thoughts, if not I think I will go crazy.
Insomnia. I guess now even with the help of liquor I can't sleep also. I can get very very drunk but then I still can't sleep. Anyway I didn't drink tonight so it's worst and that explains why I am still awake and blogging here when I have classes tmr.
Dilemma. Its a very unbearable feeling and I guess I ain't the one with the rights in making choices now. Although I should have knew it from the start that what the outcome would be, but it still turns out this way. Fuck. It's a damn wrong move. Call me naive or even stupid I don't care because I know I'm.
And to my dear sisters, I'm fine. Don't worry. I just want to be alone. All by myself for the time being.
What would you do if the person who can make you stop crying is the person who make you cry?
Can I just sleep and don't wake up? (This is just so random and I still know what's reality. Treat it as it doesn't exist. I just feel like typing this phrase.)
Damn it. Why am I here typing all these shit. This is so not like me. Fuck.
And to those who are reading. Thank you for looking at my nonsensical ranting. Then again, I'm fine!
2:35 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
It's supposed to be my final clubbing session last night. And I had alot of fun because we were at Sabai, my new favourite place and the companions that were with me =) Due to school starting soon and my promise to someone, I had to stop clubbing like I used to. As in to club like almost everyday but maybe I will still go once in a month, no harm right? =p Soooooo this explains why I'm here blogging on a sat night. I should be at St James or something! Ok, I'm just kidding =p
Cabbed down with jie and she went over to find phoebe, I went to find Bao and Kim. Juan and Denny were there too with their colleagues. Cy and Con came and join us with a few of their friends. Ah beng and his friend came down too. So overall, quite a number of ppl were there. Well, I somehow got kind of wasted last night and I cried =( I guess I'm just upset. But still, I enjoyed myself! And I know my girls are always there for me. Loves.
9:50 PM
